Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto.
By Joshua Espinoza (via alteringminds)

(via lushpuppy)

my dad put this furniture together for me and now I’m taking it apart. there’s no room for it anymore. earlier three glaswegian men came and took my futons away. my dad gave me those too. after they took them away I cried, I don’t really understand why I did that but I did

my dad put this furniture together for me and now I’m taking it apart. there’s no room for it anymore. earlier three glaswegian men came and took my futons away. my dad gave me those too. after they took them away I cried, I don’t really understand why I did that but I did

aside from apps about cats, i’ve been working pretty hard on a few projects. perhaps too hard — i’ve realised that it’s important to leave time to actually talk about these projects and put effort into telling people that they’re there.
free wifi is still coming along. I’ve been working on the app and it’s going well so far. We’ve got around two weeks of writing too — very good! I’m learning a lot about culture too — or, at least, I hope I will when I figure this all out.
dave has been messed up a bit by the referendum — i’m having to rewrite/add bits of it. last night I finally worked out the angle I was going to take on it, though, which is really positive because I was totally stumped for a while. and when i finish that, i’ll finally be ready to publish it! not long now! 
working on some freelance work too! and after I finish that, I think I’ll be ready to publicly launch my digital agency! or at least the website for it.
moving house this week too. new selfie background!

aside from apps about cats, i’ve been working pretty hard on a few projects. perhaps too hard — i’ve realised that it’s important to leave time to actually talk about these projects and put effort into telling people that they’re there.

free wifi is still coming along. I’ve been working on the app and it’s going well so far. We’ve got around two weeks of writing too — very good! I’m learning a lot about culture too — or, at least, I hope I will when I figure this all out.

dave has been messed up a bit by the referendum — i’m having to rewrite/add bits of it. last night I finally worked out the angle I was going to take on it, though, which is really positive because I was totally stumped for a while. and when i finish that, i’ll finally be ready to publish it! not long now! 

working on some freelance work too! and after I finish that, I think I’ll be ready to publicly launch my digital agency! or at least the website for it.

moving house this week too. new selfie background!

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